heart and pepper

a quickness to doubt the relative of truth. and the position that his truth may not be the same as hers. a able bodied person of decisions. moulding such words like play dough, this is no joke. a threatening truth slashing our tires and making hearts melt. a surge of grateful expectations crashing down on everything you believed. a twist in hope that has left you devastated. not a matter of right or wrong, but you have erased your feelings from the books and i am left with empty pages and a thought a pen that makes me nervous to scribble with. a nibbling punch in the face that makes everything wakeup with a sore dignity. a honest action that made everything worse. forgetting. she is slowly being forgotten. missed, hes always been. a kissing idea that just wont pucker back. a loveless moment that is only craving hearts to run and crash into one another. a dream that is making you sleepless. pulsing memories your just not sure what to do with. tried to can them and put them on the crib but they ran right back to you when the garbage man tried to carry them away. are the stars under any impression that their not sure what to do, guidance they separately beg all the while believing he said she said, wrapped in a unspoken goodbye,

thrift

calculating the faint at heart and swirling with anticipated notion that not everything is as pretty as it may seem. a timeless story you are bound to read and a thrifty assortment of emotions, staining collars and appearing lightly on the cuffs of men dress shirts. a savoury contact of foreverness. together this could be combustible. the past and the idea of the future, making love in the present. better grad a rain coat, i'm not sure you can handle this starry idea that is going to happen with the click of a heel and the purse of such edible lips. letting inappropriate touches fall in all the right places. top it all with whipping cream and adorable sprinkles, just so you know. a feel of perfection and a bottle at the wheel a glorious moment of alluring propositions.

see through hesitation

don't pull the thread for it will never stop going and just like your life everything will come undone. do not hesitate to make something great, utilize all aspects and don't you be ashamed if your ahead of the race. head up, mind bursting a spring your step for such summery eyes and a fall from grace will never happen so don't be scared of winter. and if what you want is gone do not kill yourself for the desire. allow the passion to foil your skin and be mindful of your surroundings. do not cast away greats for the one your feel great for. a fashionable taste of the rich at heart. bank accounts full of sugar cookies and you can't help but want to withdraw. a deposit of your love would be uncalled for considering your not getting anything in return. a slip of sheer simplicity making everything hard as a test and you didn't study for this mess.. heart beats racing like its going to fall out of your chest and you wont surrender, get dressed and take action and youll feel better than you do now sweetheart and that's much more than you can amount too right now, kick yourself out of the ditch and relax, smile .. just a .. little, bit.

graduation of life

a graduation of life, there is no more. this is it. pretty death welcoming me with cupcakes. i can't help but want to party with these cool cats. purchased this dress years ago and can't help but want to put my dancing shoes on. screaming streamers streak this scene and i never imagined it would be this happening. flocks of people in the greatest of moods, this isn't a sea of depression but you can tell these animals aren't anywhere close to brand new. chipped nail polish must be the new thing and i can't make out their language of laughter so i pretend like i know and laugh right along and they don't seem to mind or i must be saying all the right things because like a mad person we're all laughing and laughing and faces are hurting but we don't dare stop and the appeal to such laughter never looses it effects and the party guest that are just arrive, i don't think their late because i don't think this party ever ends and it feels like it just began, they adapt to the laughter just as quickly as i started laughing and it's this massive bubbling effect. a graduation of life, something great, a toast to you for making it happen and a toast to me for living it and going out with such impeccable - magic it sliced air.

I really do live for the future,

because when I'm eating a box of candy,

I can't wait

to taste the last piece.

- Warhol

heart disease

JOHN COOPER CLARK WROTE;

One kiss became a weapon.
I don't want to bleed in vain.
Clouds collide in the heavens,
I surrender. To the rain.
The death bells that also rang,
like madness... from above.
I'm going... out with a bang,
and a heart disease called love.

Ninety-nine, below zero,
would seem like fever now.
You know me... no hero,
don't even ask me how.
I'm down in the deep deep freeze,
what was I thinking of...
In the painful breeze,
by the frozen trees,
with a heart disease called love.

After dinner. Mints. A new lover,
and the coffee's so bitter and black.
Your fingerprints... they cover,
this knife sticking out of my back.
You overlooked... the fine details.
You should've worn your gloves.
I've got a girl in jail, and a house for sale,
and a heart disease called love.

kaboom

flirting with disaster, piece of cake. risky business and a sweet escape. kiss me in the shower, keep you dirty baby. wonderful statues causing you to stop and stare, casting wishful blinks across the sky so that you can pretend you saw a shooting star and that little false hope will rock your world and make you plastic. lavender scent and a glossy magazine cover staining your lips with the realism of something fresh. an equal liberating chaos effect making you feel like a pistol. bang bang, shoot me up and drive me crazy. an addiction to life that i don't want to shake. making mistakes and falling down, climbing castles and standing proud. gold ribbon and black stars stringing together awkward sentences but mix matched feelings and a pocket dictionary have you saying brilliant things. soap box fresh and a cling to your shirt, a satisfying distress. dancing flowers and tipsy cars, a zooming appeal of swooning hearts and a glorious command of savoury laughs. silent music, chocolate covered cigarettes a poisonous amount of fun your bound to indulge in. a hand cuffing arrest - take me away and we'll shake this earth up, like they've never seen.

darkest light

skyscrapers cut into my evening, making everything seem like christmas. lights strung out across my sky and someone could confuse this time with noon day. a peeking light exposing everything from it's darkness. street lights flicker on and i can't help but wonder who else is alarmed that they don't all flicker at the same time. it's a movie illusion brought to you by the big screen, that i've never seen actually happen aloud. i enjoy that moment when the street light overhead taps on and almost strikes you in the head and makes everything a little lighter too bear. the click of heels on the yellow beams makes everything real. and the buildings above casting shadows around you makes it like a midnight theme park you want to explore. lights and buildings as bright as candy and just as hot as the sun brightening a world of such darkness within it's own personal darkness.

giant

giant dreams. giant passions. giant vision. giant drive. giant inspiration. giant imagination. giant heart. giant mind. giant strive. giant ability. giant. giant. giant. giant voice. giant words. giant actions. giant pleasure. giant risk. giant capability. giant. giant. giant. giant strength. giant taste. giant adventure. giant. giant. giant memory. giant soul. giant thirst. giant. giant. giant talent. giant courage. giant opinion. giant power. giant. giant. stay tall sweet giant passions for your are a budding flowering on the morning sun and nothing can beat down your giant hopes for everything you bound to make come true.

coolstuff

that feeling when your super hot, like your skin in on fire and all you can do it consume and when you drink you feel the cold strike your tongue and as you begin to swallow you feel the trickle of piercing coldness and you know your alive. it strikes with such heightening effects that how could something like this be wrong. it would make no sense. the cool covers your body like a sheet in the summer time and you feel at ease and everything is kind of put to rest for a moments time. but once that heat, that blistering heat stabs your body again, don't be afraid too do it all over again, turn caps, popped tops - a icy cold sensation dancing all the way throughout your body.

positive negatives

sacrifices in the most fashionable ways, suitable like those perfect gloves - removes the trigger from the gun. head on your shoulders and heart on your sleeve, dripping with promise, you'd hate to scream. fabulous devices of hypnotizing persuasion. a repercussion of everything majestic and just incase you fret.. or god forbid you begin to forget. i'll be striving. see the shooting star out there, i grabbed it and placed it in my pocket, forever and always i will survive. a master of my own disguise, controller of my world. and like a game of pac-man i will win, and you will lose and everything will never be in order, but i cant help but try and see some positive in all of this.

truth.

motion

a beacon sort of light calling your name. you can make it if you try and if your going to lower yourself to such instant obtainable levels, why in the world is life worth living for. set up a plan of attack. a wonderful little something you want all to yourself, but the steps in motion and grab that sucker, make it yours and don't look back. do your thing and don't question your ability a selfless rant that generates mobility but you are the future and you will shine, moving forward. time in your pocket, time on your wrist. you've got the strength to make everything yours, so cut this cake. embrace such space and elevate. whatever you'd like go out and get it. wheels in motion, follow through - committed to the drive, i strictly applaud you.

catch me, nicotine

break me off a piece of poison, allow it to coarse throughout my mind and enhance whatever dignity i might have left. caffeinated kicking busting down my sanity making everything wild. a relentless tug on the irony of which is me and now the tradegy pouring efforts are being vacuumed up by the most incredible sponge. that i have absorbed all of this within me. try and ring it out and you would be left dry. a zippered lock of emotion bleeding at the seems and if your ever so lucky to catch a glimpse i cannot ensure you'll be pleased with what you see. for the cupcakes have been rained on and all the chalk has blow away, not the prettiest of pictures are hanging on the walls and this whole scene is rather isolating. distant music, nothing danceable.scratching for a fix, a practical bandage will not due, spark a light and remember this for everything is going up in flames and sweetheart we cannot forget because that in all of it's entirety would be a solid shame.

bedazzled bodies

collar bone. jutting out just in the perfect spot. urging your lips to press against the visible outline of such bone. hips. twisting in just the right spots and causing a bedazzled sensation. shoulders. relaxed. cheek bones, rise and fall as you smile and whisper sweet liquid smiles. and everything feels kind of marked up with the touch of one another. kiss my lips and mark my hands. a feeling all over causing exploration to the fullest at the highest of heights. beautiful teeth biting plump glorious lips of heavenly delight you only want to keep, savour all night. you wonder to extremes if those lips are even half craving yours because you can't help but throw on your party dress and dance in the comfort of your room and wonder if the way you imagine body against the material of such dress will be as feverish smile, your sure to impress.

".....

it's like

watching

Lady Gaga

set fire

to a piano."

kisses like tiffanys

a cup of tea, not so easy. not as pleasing as they all lead you to believe. blushing nobles an intoxicating champagne breakfast, stay in bed all day with me. dress up the cat and send him on a date so you and me can simply escape and just incase you feel the need or this pull-like feeling making you think that you must face the day let's forget it and eat massive cakes. i'll bring the ice cream, your my cup of sugar. this wont cause cavities it wont hurt one bit, i'm not lying when i tell you, you'll love it all too bits. ultra watt light bulbs illuminating your eyes, close the curtain baby, you're my sunshine. no need for fancy clothes, no need for socks. just a private getaway without any destination preparations or traveling flocks. lovely weekend music staining our skins and pupils swimming throughout pupils, fingertip drawings allowing you too feel it all the way to your soul. sentimental gems making every kiss feel like a generous amount of blue, passionate inside the tiffany ribboned box, unwrap these kisses - they are all for you.

Capote,

"Well,

I'm about as

tall as a

shotgun,

and just as

noisy."

heartily

a figment of your imagination in a fruitful pigment that has got your entire reality set a flame and crashing into hearts that swore they would never love again. mister boy don't be afriad, look at how beautiful you are and feel it in the air just how badly she wants you. probing thoughts are balance beaming on your brain, a teetering of desires burning your quite insane. your so worth it. every flame hints a purple heart of a bravery, and mister boy don't you shed away from her for everything will be okay. open your mind and let the sweetness reign and when you feel like you can't handle it anymore you say it. say something and don't be left in the dark, let her care for your young at heart soul is going to be everything to this girl and she will remind you that you are important to her and the world. and everyone is watching you with excellent eyes to see you state when you realize that you shouldn't pass up such touch of fate do you really thing she'd strive this hard if it was just a matter of infatuation. proudness in the realism that is you. she longs to taste you, keep you humble and listen to your worries, take away your pain - there is no hurry.

sunnier sun

summer like behaviours are pouring from the sun and i can't help but question it's arrival. sunbeams dancing across my skin and enlighten seasonal times, we all hope to embrace. summery sunshine do not play tricks with these eyes because soon they will realize if you are full of lies. twisting with the likes of people beneath you, don't be as hot to go and beseech you or withdraw from such lovely qualities. we all are craving much more quantity and soon we shall become dependently greedy of your ability to make everything shiny with a wake of a brand new day, as the moon tilts up our way and comes out through the darkness too play, we keep you close in our minds and hope we shall all awake into a sunnier sunshine kind of day.