Some Kind of Anger

There is this anger. Welling up and ebbing out and crumbling. It's white hot with some sort of glow I can feel and it's beginning to give me these freak outs, feel it rise up from the pit of my stomach and suddenly on the back of my neck. I can feel it in my eyes. This uncertain heat, steam rising. There is this anger. I feel it sometimes lingering. It's swelling and making these little sounds. It's happening. A certain kind of anger, stabbing, rain pellets all over me. I've got this anger following me and I don't know what to say, if only i could say what i know i can't say.....