Being on the verge of emptiness. Breaking boundaries, playing chicken with your heart. Givingit up and losing it all. Gaining nothing, slipping under the radar. Tripping on manipulative content and losing focus, putting all of the eggs in one basket. Killing time with razor blazers, picking apart everything you see; layer after layer, pixel after pixel, memory after memory. Getting ready to forget, wanting to forget, stumbling into a powerful feeling that has a fist to your lungs and captures your breath with every aspect of anxiety. Going a thousand miles an hour and instantly going number. A whole world you want to escape. Covering your eyes with colourful tissue paper and cinematically seeing colours, feeling colours on your lips, eye lashes, finger tips. Bombs ticking in your ears, quivering on your tongue. A space in your mind slowly filling with pressure, fustrasted and bewildered, angry and sad, feeling heavy and still feeling nothing. Nothing and everything. Am I suddenly feeling nothing or everything all at once.
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