this eating yourself feeling way deep from the inside, like your emotions are consuming you, begging for you to let go. allow them to engulf you in their fire. let them set you up and knock you down, burn you to an emotional crisp. a buoy of indifference casting different memories on a soul trying to forget, and a hiccuping charge of flattery seems to be beating down on your hummingbird heart. coming and going, never really staying. the motion in the action keeping everything at bay, a little further way. how far from yesterday are we really, everything mashing up - our music our time our lives our wants and needs. everything happening on the heart.