beat up

i woke up to magic in the air. everything about what i had dreamed felt so real. i urged for when my eyes flickered and looked around that it would be for real this time. not so disappointed but entirely frustrated with the realism of you not being there. dirty tricks. dirty tricks my mind is playing with my head. making my heart race super quick as if your there. here. i'm being mentally beat up all by my lonesome while craving for your presence.