mind numbing

little boots are kicking the inside of my head, knocking out all my senses. i'm drowning in a pool of thoughts that are consuming me from the inside out. help, i'm alive. i can feel it all at once. pushing marbles through a key hole, the pressure is intense. ears popping with such hammering nails. flashes of light stain my pupils and i feel like i'm going to crumble. words being to erupt over my lips and i can't help but work against it. keep them inside, don't let them slip. i'm a volcano of feeling waiting to gush. upside, downside. i'm not sure which way i am facing. everything is expanding.. breathing.. escaping.